Nothingness?

I can't sleep. For some reason or other.

My mind is filled with nothingness. Yet its weight bears down on me.

Am I troubled by a potential investment I cannot be sure of? Should I take this risk?

Or am I subconsciously longing for something different in my life?

I was an aural witness to a major project falling through which was rather depressing, but I must admit I wasn't too surprised. Took away any positive motivation to work out though.

I sometimes wonder if I am indeed ready for the next milestone in my personal life.

Should I take a month-long trip to visit a bunch of friends?

Well, all these clouds above my head may be keeping me awake. Sleep, dammit.

I shall try now. I must.